[joanie59]

Hi lindyloo

Thank you for your kind words

I know I’m not ok

Family and friends have become fed up with me

They all say I have to let him get on with it as he’s is killing me

It’s beyond me to explain how I feel to them as they don’t understand

I have a long term partner

Im here with my son and he had normal stuff to do at home so I stayed here

Resentful that he left me to deal with it

And resentment has now turned to anger

He due back here tomorrow but to be honest is more pressure having him here

Our relationship is good but I don’t think it can survive this

Could be a difficult weekend

I will try to find a support group

I did go to Alanon but couldn’t take the religious side of it

Thank you again

Hope you are ok