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Ifonly, I am sorry for everything your going through. The cocaine will always win over us won’t it. I have told my husband he has an addiction and once you can accept it and say it out loud it is a big step. I feel ahead of my husband in recognising he is addicted and that has been a turning point for me . I think he did not use for the first time last night but today has been very tough. I feel confident it won’t last. He has not been a nice person to be around and my anxiety has been through the roof. I hope you can begin to rebuild your life again, you deserve to be happy.