Hi February Marie
It’s great to be heard on this site
I do feel invisible mist of the time
My partner came back yesterday
We had a reasonable day
My son cooked and we managed to get some Christmas presents wrapped and packed ready to take to the post office
My son helped us with this which was ok
He’s not drinking and I know he won’t while I’m with him
I’ve told my partner that I can’t go on trying to live in two places
And him being here is putting me under too much pressure
Not sure of the consequences of that but felt it had to be said
We are going home with my son next week
He has spoken to his dad and told him everything which is a first
And has said he will go and see him while he is at ours
I will read threasa thread
Many thanks for your kind words
Joanie