Thank you everyone – After all that and me having a panic attack I think he realised how much it affected me – I have never had a panic attack before and it was really frightening. We talked more and decided to give it one last go so I am praying that it works but I didn’t actually ask him if he was going to stop coke which I need to do but am scared to bring it up. Fingers crossed but think maybe need to wait a few days maybe at weekend to see if I can broach the subject x
