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Hey Ifonly, sometimes there are no words, another tough weekend for us and many others i am sure. You sound like your doing an amazing job with your boys ???? I’m glad your anxiety has improved and you’ve slept better. This weekend has really affected me and it’s made me ill. Think it’s the realisation of the situation and it’s ironic as he did not use this weekend and it’s been horrific. I am taking things one bit at a time. This group has been a lifeline , I can share what’s happening and people support and just understand.

I am going to look at the extra support, I am seeing a counsellor who is brilliant and on this journey with me. Thank you for posting and your support. I am thinking of you x