My ex is still on the psych ward he asks continually for crack or a small wrap of heroin to smoke to take the edge off
It’s who he became – who he was
A crackhead
Sounds horrible but it was part of his life for 20 years that’s a massive thing to leave behind
It rewires the brain
This was a man who had his own company a family and once a very bright future
But if he was released the first thing he would do is score
It’s taken a long year of grieving to reach a point where he no longer controls my emotions
Having him out of my life is the best thing that ever happened to me
He lied
He manipulated
He cheated (multiple times)
He almost destroyed me
This was the man who told me I was the love of his life
You need distance and time to be free of them and move on