Sorry Everyone I have not been in touch. The last 4 week maybe 6 not to sure, I’ve had a few blips I’ve used twice. My old sponsor admitted to me using while doing step work with me, and I just thought… I can’t be doing with that again with a new sponsor just yet,
My addictive brain taking over..
I thought I could just do the meetings ect.. And little things slipped, like not coming on here..
Then I was on dating sites, and the last few weeks Id been having a few bottles of beers a couple of nights thinking I would be OK, I can drink and not get coke. How daft is that! When I preach u can’t drink! But again this is what it does to you.
So this week I have got a new sponsor he is great, strict, I’ve done everything he’s suggesting, I’ve come off dating sites, I’m doing more face to face meetings.
I was seeing a girl, but I’ve had to end that, I need to focus on me.
So I’m fully commited again now, this 1st month is going to be hard for me, but I’m gonna put my all in it. So I’m 5 days clean now. It’s just been a hard year I guess, being kicked out and new home. But I can’t keep giving excuses. New year next year and fresh start. Sorry for not being in touch. Thanks for your support as always ❤️