Hi there, Forgotten girl.
I’m so sorry to hear you were attacked. I’m a survivor also, so big solidarity to you ????
My partner doesn’t use in front of me. He’s very secretive with it. He’s ashamed of it. It’s every weekend, Friday until Sunday. He doesn’t use it and socialise, chat about feelings, etc. He barely ever sees his friends anymore. He uses it and hides away, ruminates on bad thoughts, goes missing, drinks himself unconscious, cries, self harms. It’s so very destructive and it saddens me greatly.
He is so enamoured with cocaine. He watches TV shows that glamorise it, like Narcos etc.
He just loves it, even though it hurts him so much.
I really hope you can help us with whatever wisdom you have. But please, don’t worry about replying if you’re busy or stressed etc. It can wait. I understand.
Have a wonderful Christmas period, a better new year and stay safe ????