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When he is taking coke he nice and lovey ,he goes really quiet when he takes and just sits in a corner continually sniffing till he can’t move ,it’s the day after he just becomes so cheeky just like you said he insults my appearance ,he pulls me right to the ground calls me horrible names but all in the name of banter seemingly , its affecting me badly now I’m awake till early hours can’t sleep ,I hate looking in the mirror, I’m on edge and feel emotional I wish I could split with him but I keep thinking what if . I have started hating myself for staying with him, that’s why I joined here to see if what he does is way addicts behave and help me walk away .