[gracey2002]

Yes! That’s exactly what it’s like. My ex explained it to me how when they are on a comedown their emotions are hightened and they feel depressed. Not only because they say they don’t want to do it but because of the betrayal they have caused towards you. I would end up feeling bad because he would cry and apologise and say how suicidal he feels but if you think about it that’s just the comedown, once the comedown is over they are fine and don’t regret it as much. My daughter wasn’t long born and he is still using. I have tried my hardest but he still lashes out at me and says I’ve never been there for them because I’ve left him. It gets to a point where you just can’t bear it anymore x