[abandonj]

He has turned up here asked to stay get clothes

I couldn’t say no told him to stay next day he got up and took a bag but most of his stuff still here

New Year’s Day he txt saying he had horrible night can he please come I said no

I feel bad now

I know I have to set rules for my own sanity

I don’t want to push him further away

I think he wants us but don’t want to hurt us

Shall I be a bit patient with him give him time I don’t want my daughter to grow up without her dad

I’m so afraid of him really getting so bad