WOWSERS!
Honey! You ARE amazing! I’m IMMENSELY proud of you for getting as far as you have, it must be extremely difficult, more so, due to there being NO substitute available (at present anyway) for this type of drug. I kind of swapped one for the other, when I started the “smoke” the endless cocaine nights disappeared, replaced by something even more sinister, as you now know. I have literally just got off the phone to my dad, I sent him pictures of when I was modelling for catalogues as he hasn’t seen me since I was almost six, he told me he has paid for the flat for me and I’m genuinely grateful. I HAVE to be there within the next ten days to sign the tenancy so I’ve just agreed to go on Thursday this week (my nerves are going crazy) to be there in Wey mouth. It’s going to cost over £200 to get there and back in the car with petrol, but, you’ve given me the strength to realise that actually, I’m doing the right thing x do you think I am too? Your opinion genuinely does matter to me especially at the moment Dan thanks, Carla x