Hi – thank you for your message. It has helped me. A while back he said that I was resenting his 3 sons coming down. I did because he would leave me on my own most of the weekend. I tried talking to him but the resentment in me built up in my head that eventually everything came crashing down and the long and short of it was that it was all my fault. I ended up going on antidepressants but he just seemed a different person from before. Since last night he now says he doesn’t know me anymore either and said I was sneaking around looking to hang him because I had tested him. I love him and want the old person back who is such a great guy but I’m not sure that too much has gone on in our first year of marriage to try to fix things yet again. I just don’t understand if he saw me in such pain last time that he would just carry on. He never has any money and I basically pay for everything and I guess it’s because he spends so much on coke. Perhaps he always was on coke. I just don’t know what to think anymore. I am so unhappy and worried. I don’t think that he will tell me the truth but I think he has left me anyway and blaming me yet again. Its so sad :((
