I know – he says things that are so obvious to me but as if I don’t understand what he’s saying and he keeps repeating as if I am a child. There’s no point to say anything back as he won’t listen to me. I think he goes like this when he is taking drugs. I hate that I have become so paranoid and suspicious and searching for signs all the time and now I have confronted him I feel awful that I have maybe damaged a marriage and wish I hadn’t said anything. How I wish I had a magic genie who could tell me my future x
