yes you can make contact by telephone and then they can help you find a way forwards.
there are meetings all the time online, as well as regular face to face.. you don’t even have to speak or put your camera on.. just listen in at first and see how you feel.
my husband was in denial right to the bitter end and didn’t think he was doing any harm etc, but deep down he knew he was and when i found out everything fell into place as it’s not easy living with someone who is continually taking this drug.
i should also say ca is completely 100% confidential so you don’t need to worry about everyone finding out.
i wish you luck as it’s a difficult situation you have got into but there is a way out.