Hi well I told him I had been testing him etc on Thursday night and got a barrage of texts saying he was speechless and that I didn’t understand his work stresses and that I had been sneaking around testing him and that he wanted space and that Christmas was so stressful and that his family were very different to mine and that all I cared about was money which is so far from the truth. basically calling us snobs which I’m not etc etc etc I’m sure you can imagine. Anyway he came home on Friday and we didn’t discuss anything then on Saturday night it all blew up again and he said he was leaving tomorrow and began packing some things. The next morning we talked again and he was in floods of tears saying he wanted to kill himself and that he had hit rock bottom so we took the dogs for a walk and talked more . To cut a long story short he has made an oath to me and himself that he will never touch cocaine again. Time will tell but I am praying for the future xx
