Is the sadness from the comedown or because what he’s done, he’s still won’t talk to me about it, it’s really frustrating! I found out he’d been using coke behind my back for 2 years and had no idea!!! Am I thick or what?? I think I trusted him and never thought he would do that, may I add he’s insulin dependent diabetic also, which makes my blood boil, that he could do something so stupid as come on top of his diabetes!!! He’s last message read I will never hurt you again!!! So sad, I feel so low and depressed with it all, doesn’t help that I’m bipolar myself, but it’s never caused a problem except when I was initially diagnosed. ????
