He was using coke 2 years behind my back, I didn’t have a clue, was I stupid or what, I think it boils down to trust and never thought he would do something so stupid as that, I didn’t mention before that he’s also insulin dependent diabetic, I always tried to take care of that with his diet too, and there he is abusing his diabetes with coke! I’m so sad and angry, and depressed also! Is the sadness because he’s coming of the coke, or because of the things he’s done whilst using? He won’t talk about it which is so frustrating, I think I’m owed that at least ????
