I’ve just been catching up on all the posts . @debbie I’m so sorry your going through a very tough time. And Bella you are not thick . We have all gone through the times when we think we are the problem as we are told we are only to find they have abused drugs. I’ve lived through hell for only maybe 5 years but it’s been absolute awful.
My husband has been coke clean since 27th Aug 21 smoke free for 6 weeks and no alcohol free 3 days . Its on step at a time. He’s now so much nicer and he’s back to bring the MaN I love .
I do sti think and have nightmares it will return but for now he’s doing well x if you think there’s hope grab it