Hi Charlie, welcome to the forum, everyone here has a loved one who has addictions and also some people in recovery offering support and advice.
Thank you for sharing your story, I think this is the first step you have taken. To admit that the addiction has taken over your live and seeking help.
If you scroll back a bit and read Danman83 posts, he is a person in recovery offering support and advice.
My son is currently 7 months clean, and only managed this through joining CA and AA meetings.
He says it’s the only thing that works, you meet others in the same situation, people who have been clean for years all offering support.
Keep posting here and let us know how you’re doing.
Stay strong my friend, people care.
Lx