[ginger71]

I have driven myself nearly half mad asking what I did wrong but you have to try and believe that you did nothing wrong. Each child in these posts have made these decisions for different reasons I’m sure but there will always have been a dealer out there happy to take their money and help them to remain dependant on the substance they are using.

Your child has to make the choice to stop and then you can help. I’m waiting for my daughter to make that decision, desperately trying to be strong and to say no to her, something I find so difficult. I’m so sorry I can’t say anything other than I’m sorry and please look after yourself, don’t blame yourself and try to be strong.

Keep talking and finding people who kind of understand.