debs.. you have come on to a forum specifically here to support people like me … people who are greatly hurt and have had our lives wrecked by a loved one’s drug use…. you originally come here to complain of how your drug use is affecting you and then use it as a launchpad to boast how great you’re doing on cocaine…. and then even imply that as so many are using this drug it’s perfectly acceptable and people like me have no business grumbling!
yes, i candidly admitted to using drugs recreationally and occasionally for 3 decades. i did so to give you the simple context that i have no beef with drug users generally speaking. i drink wine frequently and am not an alcoholic. i have smoked a cigarette on occasion and am not addicted to nicotine. i am not an addict and i do not have a substance use disorder of any type. i am the wife of a recovering cocaine addict who loves me and bitterly regrets his actions.
you make a whole series of unfounded, unfair and ridiculous personal attacks on me… some of your rantings make a little sense but in many ways you are speaking to an invisible enemy rather than me, as much of what you say is unrelated to anything i said, think or even feel.
it seems as if the drugs are affecting your judgement, as I’m afraid this is absolutely and completely typical behaviour of someone in your situation!
i suggest you read through the forum guidelines and check whether your postings are really appropriate for this place.. i think you will find they are not.
And you can keep your love and luck thanks!