hey that’s okay… I’d rather you ask for help in the wrong place than not at all xx
i can identify with a lot of what you said about how you ended up where you did anyway… I’m 46 and have been deeply involved in the underground music scene since i was 17 and drugs are everywhere. I’ve been a parent since 18 though and had to stick to a lot of boundaries to keep safe and to keep my kids safe as well.
i don’t know personally what it’s like to be stuck inside that circle of addiction, only what my husband said and how glad he is to be out of it. it sounds horrible.
he saw a private surgeon about his nose a couple of times and was assured that no permanent damage was done – he had been convinced it was all collapsing.
again it’s not my place to advise but are you able to cut down/leave it for a few days? some people need rehab to get off this stuff! it’s very difficult to do all alone xxx