Hey you x
I’m so sorry for everything you’ve had to go through, I remember when we first spoke and had so much in common!
It’s sad how they all seem to follow a similar path!.
But I’m glad your staying strong!
I get to points at the moment where I just suddenly miss him and I miss his face, I loved his face lol…shame he was so nasty!! he’s made my life hell over the last couple of years, he’s watched me cry so many times and still walked away n not even called to check I’m okay!.
My girls know a bit, my older ones know he’s an alcoholic and a gambler because it was obvious, my younger girls know he got angry a lot…but no one knows about the drugs or the extent of his bullying.
He is the most textbook narcissist!, in every single way and the drugs just fueled it all.
That’s why I can’t go back,
Someone came hammering on my front door in the middle of the night last week, as if I’m gonna open it!
Other than that I’ve heard nothing, I’m still dreading each day because he’s gotta contact me at some point to see our little one…god knows how that’s all gonna play out!
I met up with a friend this weekend too, he hated me having friends so I lost touch with everyone, it was so good not having to worry about him sneaking off to the loo to get high!
No having to watch him crazily chatting to everyone around the pub!
And when I got home I went to bed with no one starting on me or giving me a lecture for hours about how im failing lol.
My house is calm, stuff is getting done!
I have two birthdays at the beginning of Feb, an 18th and a 9 year olds so I’ve had loads to keep me busy
I hope your still good!
Any sightings of yours? Xxx