Jamesb your reply is so much helpful than mine , I’m feeling lot of anger and hurt just now but reading it from your perspective had made me feel a wee bit better because these days I just think he hates me and wants to hurt me , can I ask what it’s like for an addict the day after you’ve been on it because he gets on it and loves me to bits although don’t get much interaction because he sniffs continously till he can’t talk but then we have 2 maybe 3 days of him being moody and nasty then couple days where he seems normal then he on it and we are back to square 1
