Your kids need you so much more than the situation your all in , no wonder your depressed and mentally drained , Try get help to take you and the kids out of that situation because they need there mum , seek support in family and friends to help you out , maybe go to Dr and tell them how your feeling and see what support medication wise or therapeutic you can get ,think of yourself as being so strong you’ve had this life for years but now your tired, please don’t give up , reach out to your family n friends and ask them to help you get you and your kids life turned around x
