I sat down and talked with him calmly and tried to understand from his side and let him know the at I was here for him but idk if that even means anything to him really right now. He has been doing better but has been avoiding going to celebrate recovery like he agreed to do and said he needed. It’s like no matter how much I’m here for him I’m still the enemy and the outsider and idk what to do anymore I’m lost and just at the point where I want to give up cause I have been doing it over and over. I dealt with addiction with my brother for 12 years and now I’m doing it with my husband and I’m just tired. I have no one I can talk to just myself and I have my own mental issues from my situation now and my last relationship of 13 years that was full of abuse. What do I do? How do I deal with it.
