[redfox20]

Hey, its such a learning curve isn’t it i read up on it all watch all the videos yet when I’m in it all rationale goes out of the window! We have to learn how to retrain our brain too like an addict as we’re addicted to saving them, I’m really annoyed i reacted he’s read the messages where I said I didn’t mean it it’s just so frustrating because I want to have him in my life somehow but need to find a way to cut myself off from he’s problem I will get there hopefully. Thank you, I’m hoping all this back and forth with us is making him realise something has to change. How’s things with you? X