Aw we broke up got back again , he overdosed was ill but back to his usual numb uncaring self again , I’m going to his today but I am preparing myself for it to be the last time I see him he seems to think calling me up and talking to me like shit then hanging up is him having a laugh last night told him I’m not having it anymore so when I go over if he still continues being cold and distant and not even wanting to have a cuddle then I’m going to say gdbye ,it’s killing my mental health thinking I’m not good enough for him , why doesn’t he love me enough back why doesn’t he want to touch me in any way , why does he hate me so much that he enjoys saying horrible things to get a reaction, I know what to expect tonight so probably be on here tomorrow heartbroken but I need to do this x
