Hiya ????
I thought I’d stop by n update you on me…
I hope your doing okay!
So I’ve got an all clear for Covid, doing my 2nd tomorrow so I can hopefully get back to normal soon!
Work called to check I was okay n I was in the middle the fever part of it so at least they know I wasn’t having fun haha
He didn’t seem to pay any attention to what I told him though!!
he asked to borrow my car (I know I’m too soft!)
And I said I couldn’t see him….
Next day he messages asking to see her!!?? Is he stupid or was he under some influence so didn’t really pay any attention to what I’d said lol,
I told him again that he couldn’t…
Then he started messaging me, telling me about his day and what his work was gonna be like…I had to shut him down because I don’t want him thinking it’s okay and I’ve forgotten what he’s done….he’s not even said sorry ????????♀️ So I was polite but got rid of him and haven’t contacted him at all…I keep thinking that I just don’t want to go back to tiptoeing around my house while he’s in bed drugged up or sit up all night because he wants company and put my job at risk….
He’s not changed in the time we’ve been together except to get worse so I’m doing the right thing….
I like feeling happy when I wake up not worried that he will find someone to lay into
Anyway, looks like I may get to my dads wedding after all ???? cannot wait! Haha
Take care of yourself n chat soon xxx