Omg
So like the idiot I am, he has still got my car, excuses after excuses as to why it’s one more day each time,
Tonight I finally said it hat I have appointments on Wednesday so want it back tomorrow…,
He try’s asking to use it around my appointments lol, as in take me to them! Controlling as ever!
I said no so he suddenly demands to take Baby from me Thursday…that’s my dads wedding n he hasn’t been told because he’s a looney and he’s messed up every occasion he’s ever been involved in
Well it hasn’t gone down well!
He demanded I hand over baby on Friday! Because he’s her dad!
He’s missed almost all of her life! How dare he!
Anyway I told him he can do a drug test before I let her go anywhere with him!
Then I told him that I’ve been there for her since day 1 and I would give my life to protect her so he better learn to speak to me with some respect!
I am beyond angry!
And I’m scared, she is my whole world and he is a drug addict!
A drug addict that has controlled my life and made it a living hell….I can’t imagine him clean and capable of looking after her because I’ve always been by her side to make sure she’s safe!
So I’m sat like an emotional wreck in the bath lol, I want my car back, I want him to disappear, I’ve been through the pregnancy and her 1st year alone! He was on drugs throughout her 1st birthday! How is it fair that he thinks I can just hand her over! Over my dead body! And then she’s got my girls to protect her lol…..I’m angry!