It’s brutal isn’t it , I rant and rave on here cos it’s actually killing me ,I can’t talk to anyone because I’d get the leave him now speech, I know i should, I hung the phone up tonight because he was giving it I don’t feel nothing for you at all and called Me a dog thought he was hilarious, he was on a bender all day yesterday so today I’ve been getting the brunt of it , so he then sent me a video of someone saying they don’t want to be an addict they dp it to escape , but I’m getting tired off trying to help him and support him because it doesn’t last long , I know him and her laugh at me cos I’m the boring one but as I said to him tonight I’m the one who always has his back , I’m starting to feel resentful and I absolutely hate her , I hate myself for letting him treat me way he does and for putting up with all the stuff that comes with being with an addict, I hope your OK, it must have been really hard for you to walk away
