[penguin]

Thank you, it is so good to know there are people out there who know how this feels and I’m sorry to hear about your situation.

The overriding themes of people just wanting to help loved ones and having to stand and watch them constantly push the self destruct button and that of blind hope that one day things will improve is very apparent.

I’ve always been taught it’s wrong to live selfishly but I now have to, or else my mental health will be broken too.

It’s just all so very sad.