I feel your pain. My partner of 12 years has a coke and alcohol problem. Time and time again I hear ‘I need help’ ‘I’ll get help’ ‘I’m done with it all’ … for me to time and time again be put through it. Without it our family is wonderful, but his circle of friends are all the same and he is drawn back in every time. I am exhausted and broken from trying to keep my family together aswell as hold down 2 jobs and a household. I dont tell anyone because nobody gets it , they think it’s as simple as ‘don’t put up with it just leave’… I did once, but then fell back into the vicious cycle. I feel week and pathetic
