Oh I feel exactly the same my Mam keeps saying Just move on he’s pathetic you can do better , she’s right but I love him what makes it even worse is he has took the decision for me to support him right out my hands and just left , it’s a horrific heartbreaking situation for anyone to go through this sounds awful but I’ve even said it would be easier if he had died because in a way the man I knew has and had he of passed I’d have been left with memories now I’m left in this no man’s land between hell and it’s dreadful x I’m here anytime you need to talk x much love ❤️
