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I think he in love with her she doesn’t love him she just uses him , god I don’t know ,I think an addict would seek out similar ppl , as much as I sit and think they having fun he must love being with her more than me which tbh that is the case I think addicts seek others out because it makes them feel less guilty ,its justified then because they aren’t doing it alone , I’m not sure ,all I know is it’s destroying me ,I just can’t cope with it anymore