And of course you will hate this element of your life being taken advantage of so horribly, for someone to abuse your good nature, but I hope you have some positives in your life to hold on to. If not then that would be my advice to build something for you, as although you say he loves you, he isn’t going to be thinking of you or your feelings and you’ve got to do that yourself . It’s a horrible realisation but whether you believe it’s within their control or out of their control it’s a long journey and you have to get control of your own life for it to not feel so shit.
