That’s the sad thing we get dragged down every time no matter how well we feel there’s only so much one person can do. At first you feel like you must be really strong to be able to support them but over time it takes it’s toll and you start to really resent it, which can obviously ruin any romantic or sexual feelings you have left. It starts to turn more in to a caring role than any kind of healthy relationship. And yes it can be so tiring and so demotivating for every time you get a bit of hope it’s destroyed. No one else can tell you what to do but I am glad you are seeing you’ve things to look forward to so either way you have to keep going and doing those things for you, whatever he decides to be getting up to.
