Thankyou so much for your reply, it’s nice to know it’s not just me going through this atm. I’m 21 and this has caused me severe anxiety and sometimes I feel depressed. He went 6 months without it and almost a year the time before & i feel like I’m just waiting for the next time for it to happen all the time, my trust builds back up and we end up at square one. I’ve been spending loads of times with my friends since the last time this happened before the other day and that has helped. Hardest thing is it feels like it should get easier every relapse but it just gets harder. Unfortunately I just don’t think he’s ready for going out drinking yet because that’s when he tends to reach for it and they do it in the most malicious and secretive ways.
Do you think change is possible?
Thank you, you too x