Honestly I’ve been on anti depressants for about 8 months now due to the stress and anxiety it has given me. I’m sorry you’ve had to go through this, I’m scared my boyfriend will move to harder drugs. I can tell how much he wants it but sometimes his mind just goes into such a dark place, he’s a boxer and if he lets himself down his future is destroyed but I need to start focusing on me because I’m 21 I’ve barely lived I shouldn’t have to be going through this & I’ve honestly complemented starting a family to see if it would fix things but I’m not ready for any of that. Thank you so much for taking your time to talk I really appreciate it. It’s his party tonight and I had no sleep last night but I’m hoping he will just try his best, we have some drug tests too just to make sure! My boyfriend was SA as a child, we took him to doctors, they’ve changed his medication now so hopefully this will be a dramatic change but just gonna keep going ???? xx
