Sorry ladies been really busy , seems we are all on same boat , or rather rollercoaster , we are meant to be going away for the weekend, he is hitting the agitated nasty stage he sat sniffing with his mate from 7pm to.8am next day spent all day yesterday recovering, was happy today about going away then boom tonight the nastiness again , he doesn’t want me to go into pool because ppl will think I’m a whale , I’m not overweight at all but he calls me fat , he said he would rather spend time with her his mate than me , I’m shxt at sucking dxxk excise me for the vulgarness, he laughed asked if I’m goin to be sad and pathetic now and cry , I cracked up shouted at him and he laughed at me , I wS so excited about going away and now I’m sat in bed crying my eyes out, feels like he hates me so much, then he sent me daft gifs and said it’s him qhen he runs out of gear with laughing faces after, I have completely lost him there’s no trace of him left just a nasty cold addict, I’m dreading this weekend away ,I’ll not sleep now , he makes me feel so low when he is so nasty i just want to sleep and stay that way , hate drugs hate hate dealers but when it comes down to it they made the choice to start , they destroy there lives then destroy others
