That’s what’s happened for me I just lost what I think was the real him, and sometimes I blame myself as I don’t know what went wrong. That’s the thing they can say nasty things as they’ve got something to take their mind off the situation where we sit and face the reality and it hurts. I think they say these insulting things to break your confidence as they’re worried you will find someone else who would treat you right.sad but true. The thing is when we aren’t treated right and end up worn out, emotionally beat up we don’t take best care of ourselves, eat unhealthy and no energy or enthusiasm for exercising so we probably don’t look our best version of ourselves. I’ve been trying for a few months to get the old me back who was slimmer and healthier with energy but he’s just drained that out of me over time and I don’t know how to start.
Being crude I don’t think there is a bad way to s**k d**k before they started all this stuff it would be easy to get them going and now it’s like jump starting an old car as they don’t function and somehow that’s someone else’s fault, anything to avoid the real blame and have to take action.i guess that’s why a lot of the partners on here have ended up cheating because you don’t get any love or reassurance from them it’s all a big joke, no sincerity.