I don’t know how you ladies with kids with them cope I really don’t , I think after this weekend away if we actually go will be the end ,he has already started on the phone saying he Hates anything nice and hates Me cos I eventually lost the plot last told him I hate him when he speaks to me like ahit ,he actually thinks it’s all funny ,his words today was I will break your Spirit I’ll l3ave you broken cos I’m a nasty motherfxxxxer , I really don’t want to go but kids are all prepared for my mum staying h3re with them she has nice things planned for them ,and all I want to do is sit and cry , as for the sex part , his do3snt function due to illness and obv coke addiction but I get no intimacy whatsoever no kisses or cuddles i put sexy underwear on and he makes a sick sound, I won’t be back on till Monday I hope you girls have a lovely weekend xx
