So sorry to read your posts and see how badly your partner’s addiction is affecting you. It’s really good that you have found this supportive forum but if you would like some more support please contact us at Icarus Trust as we are a charity that offers help to people dealing with addiction in their family. If you get in touch one of our trained Family Friends will talk with you and let you know what help they can give you.
You can contact us on contact@icarustrust.org
All the best to you.