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P.s – I told him I had tried to seek help from forums because of how it is impacting me and suggested he did too. He refuses any idea of groups etc as says he ‘doesn’t need them’ and that it would make him feel worse. A close friend is over in England for one night this weds who is many many years sober and I am hoping he will join me when I meet him. I struggle to talk to any of my friends or family about how I feel as I feel I am bad mouthing him ????