Yeah, crack is truly horrendous.
I really can’t see any way he can get off it unless he were to go to rehab. As soon as he starts coming down by not using for a day, or recently a day and a half, he becomes so vile until he uses again. I felt so much stress and guilt as I was just dying for him to use again just to stop him being so vile to me. It’s ridiculous and so sad.
He is literally spending every penny he has access to on it! I never thought he’d turn like this. Underneath I know he knows how bad it is as well… just by a few things he’s said. Part of him doesn’t care and part of him does but I think he knows that he cannot just stop and he has no idea what to do.