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The amount of money I’ve given him to help him out makes me feel stupid but he very good at the poor method and I’ve fell for it everytime unfortunately, and the more I have done it ,don’t even get a thanks anymore and definitely don’t get it back, luckily we don’t live together, I feel terrible cos I feel like I’m starting to hate him considering I loved him to bits but now I just feel numb kinda ,the nastiness kills me ,calling me fat and ugly rejecting me making sick noises as if I repulse him , I keep typing out a text saying how he has destroyed me and how ita over but i can’t seem to send it , talking to him about it he just mocks me x