Glad to be of service! Just so sorry that you know exactly what i mean because you’ve borne the brunt of it. It’s a horrible place to be, in a way if your relationship has ended because of this, closure will be harder to find.
At least my husband sees now with a clear mind how vile his behaviour was and has apologised, it goes a very long way towards helping me not question everything i think or feel as for a while i really felt like i was losing my mind.
I hope you have a good support network around you and send you much love.
This life is absolutely not what we dreamed of growing up us it!?
Take care x