also… the shouting in the face thing is utterly horrendous… another classic … forehead to forehead… spit going all over you… utterly terrifying and awful x
and YOU’RE NOT A BAD MUM xxx you’re caught up in something that is not your fault and you have no more power over this than he has over his addiction.
you’re a good mum and a caring person just trying to do your best in an impossible situation.
x