[unsure2021]

God sounds like you had an awful time , I’m already feeling like one tbh , won’t be seeing him this weekend I’m still not well he says he is going to stay at home and away from everyone to stay off it but we all know that’s not gonna happen , I’m just gonna try get better then enjoy weekend with my girls and not stress about what he is getting upto ,I’ve been getting upset about me loving him and him not loving Me and remembering how he was before he changed but its pointless getting upset now, just acceptance now ,hope you all good x